I did it!

For 2 years, Christian has rarely balanced an account except those simple ones.



















But this year end,

















O'levels

















He did it

















and not balance the damn things again.













Happy halloween

7 minutes in heaven

My mind keep bombarding me with lines about you which my heart don't like.
My eyes saw and my heart died, so I'm sleeping my way out of this one with anyone who will lie down. I'll be stuck fixated on one star when the world is crashing down. I keep telling myself, I keep telling myself I'm not the desperate type but you've got me looking in through blinds. Sitting out dances on the wall, trying to forget everything that isn't you. I'm not going home alone cause i don't do too well on my own.


The only thing worse that not knowing is you think that i don't know. I'm having another episode, I just need a stronger dose.

You're unlike who i knew before.

A mirror to subsitute my needs isn't working at all.

Save? Y/N

dota-ed and sweet mama bought me Mcflurry :D
imma salvage it and Pia over Asses now.

Underworld

I want to be a Hybrid and a hot vampire girlfriend like Selene. ouch.

if you say you keep nothing from me then you're already lying(:

The (after) life of the party

I'm a stitch away from making it
And a scar away from falling apart, apart
Blood cells pixelate
And eyes dilate
And the full moon pills got me out on the street at night

I don't know why i'm like this but if this is my true side you ought to leave me.

Miseria Cantare

dead. checked
dead. checked
dead. checked
dead. checked
so whose left to clean up the bodies?

Love your hate, your faith lost
You are now one of us
Nothing from nowhere, I'm no one at all
Radiate, recognize one silent call
As we all form one dark flame... Incinerate

Kaitlyn Ashley Maher

No i'm not a paedophile but she's really an angel. I want a kid like that. =/

I woke up on the wrong side of bed today. I don't feel close anymore. Ah whatever at least panda said something to cheer me up. Now my hitlist

-GrassRoots G-U-65: 1,046.29 SGD T.T

The insigma.

-Audio-Technica ES7 Special: 309 SGD

-iPod Touch: 388 SGD (8GB)/498 SGD (16GB)

and obviously more clothes.

So imma slug myself during the holidays since i already gave my free time during school days. You guys can fuck yourself in the ass and find a new playmate. Imma try and be a audiophile since it's interesting and something nice to start on, something nice to burn my wallet too D:<

P.S You guys can get me the G-U-65 on my birthday. I won't tell anyone >.<

Uno, dos, tres, cuatro, cinco, cinco, seis

Today was a historical day :O!
Tommorow's going to get physical T.T
Oh and today HSM3 with maurice derrick shaun howard sam and his friend was epic lulz just that i wasn't in the mood you see. (There is this theory that you are a fag before you enter the cinema and come out a wildfag, if you get it that is)
Jas came and gave me cookies. thanks.

Not gonna be the nice guy anymore. You want something from me you ask if not don't expect it from me.

superumarugariita.

Where were you when i needed you the most?

obviously sleeping =/
shall chats with panda and melvin

Welcome Home

Ya push me away, if it fades then it fades (:

You could've been all I wanted, but you weren't honest. Now get in the ground.
You choked off the surest of favors, but if you really loved me, you would've endured my world.

Quizilla

1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
- Some fantasy island with my friends .

2. What's your favourite thing to do?
- Stone.

3. Do you think money can buy happiness?
- Yes, fuck the rest of you two faced bitches, give me your money then (:

.4. If you were given a chance to recieve something, what would it be?
- AudioTech special from JABEN.

5. Things you cant live without:
-Pain and strawberry sundae.

6. What are you afraid to lose?
-My emotions.

7. If you win $1 million US dollars, what would you do?
-Spend with friends.

8. What do you dream of doing in the future?
-COOK/SING/COSPLAY/DIE.

9. List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey:
- Cute, Funny, Sociable.

10. What makes you happy?
-What makes her sad >:D

11. What type of person do you hate the most:
-Her, and weaklings.

12. If you have a super power what would it be?
-The power to create powers.

13. Would you go for happiness or money
-Money then i will have happiness.

14. Who do you think is the most important people in your life?
-Her.

15. If you have a girlfriend/boyfriend, would you die for her/him?
- I cant die o.O I'll just save her .

16. Who's the last person who hugged you?
-PANDA .

17. What is the one thing you want to do badly right now ?
-Earn money.

18. Who are you close to ?
-My other self.

19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him ?
-Yes.

20. If you could do one thing all over again what would it be ?
- Not be born.

21. 8 things that scare you:
- Maurice's ass. That's the magnitude of 8 GODLY things.

22. 8 things that you like/love the most:
- Not seeing Maurice's ass. That's the magnitude of 8 GODLY things.

23. 8 important things in my room:
- Bed, brother, posters, and 5 other stuff in my room =.=

24. 8 people to do this questionnaire :- Whoever wants.

/CIAOSSU

Limz Peix Wub Panda veli veli march

Seoul with zw derrick and home now for some serious training, CIAOSSU

thanks panda for staying up with me, even though you said this before i wanna thank you ;D

Happy birthday to you and pain

Pretty busy this few days so no updates.

Thursday 23/10

Went zw house to celebrate his and Mudtin's birthday. Rock band/com/jokes/steamboat/vodka/fun. Then zw dad drove the sec 4's to rp to try and to some revision. He said sth on the way like 'go there wont study will only look at girls, i sometimes go there see see alot seh' =.= I was quite confident up to the point where maurice and shaun started chasing bimbos. Walked back together in the rain and reminisce about old times (: Heard about sth and i can only pray or if somehow i get involved then i shall charge ma laser.

Friday 24/10

MATHS. truthfully O levels this year is so easy but i hadn't been studying since sec 3 so i wouldn't expect anything. Wanted to watch HSM3 but faggots decided to be faggots and we went LJS for lunch. Headed to zw's house with rick later again and RB. Well he and I got 260,000 fans in one night wth. Shaun came and stuff and the but it only lasted to the point where i started feeling groggy and decided to nap. Moar fag action as they both left and so it's me alone. What really sucked is i only had one bottle and i have this major headsplit. Slept.

Saturday 25/10

Happy birthday dad, shall see how this day goes. TWO MORE PREMIUM RASPBERRY VO- i mean orange juice all to myself.

if something is missing it's probably because it's better that nothing is said, right?


and the reason why i only use phoenix down now is because i dont any Qu coming after me with flames.

PHOENIX DOWN FTW!

ruki hair sucks
video sucks
important thing is the music is still good


why am i even here?

why are others like vines to the tree while mine is like a bird only coming back to her nest occasionally.

bye forever

blogger just made me delete some posts just cause it thought i was a spam blog =/
lazy to repost
gn.

overslept again. ps keep fly jasmine the plane =/ rick bomb my phone then i finally woke up and went to eat macs. reached the basketball court at 11.30 and played till the small kids came. played till 5.30 then home. some potato chips and some games ;D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUCAS
お誕生日おめでとう!

pink for the gay looky ;D

Woot 10 days to o level and i havent studied ;D

another rotting day;

went swimming with my brother though.

tired time for some sleeps.

go to http://wills-and-heroine.blogspot.com for more lulz on msn

ずっと繰り返してた　ずっと悲しませてばかりだった
きっとあなたさえも傷付けて　僕は動けぬまま
あなたに触れることが　何故　こんなに苦しいのですか？

きっと同じ事を繰り返してあなたを失ってしまうのが怖かったから

寄り添う事で拭おうとした　忘れ切れなかった日を
あなたは何も聞かずに　この手を握ってくれたね

明日あなたの気持ちが離れても
きっと変わらずに愛している
明日あなたに僕が見えなくても
きっと変わらず愛している。
I will walk together, to the future not promised yet
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are...

辛い事さえ　忘れるくらい
あなたを想っている
会えない夜を数える度に
焦がれる胸
かけ違いの寂しさ募る　どうか一人きりで泣かないで
どんなに離れていても　信じあえる二人でいよう

どうかこのまま　笑っていたい
あなたを傷付けさせないで
時が経つ度　薄れて行った
あんな想い　繰り返したくない

明日あなたの気持ちが離れても
きっと変わらず愛している
明日あなたに僕が見えなくても
きっと変わらず愛している。

どうか　僕だけを見つめていて

どうか　この手が解けぬよう


I'm not really good with words but i found a song with lyrics that shows my feelings for you

Jaa ne.